The girl who just can't play it cool

Big mistake. I had to fold the page in half so I wouldn’t be able to look at it anymore, even by accident. I had reservations too about printing it and I still did it because I thought I’d be mature and not ignore information available to me. This was a mistake. I wasn’t ready and I immediately regretted it. It’s going to be a while before I’ll let myself look at it again. I’m not mentally ready yet. I was going in with a ‘knowledge is power’ kind of mentality. I was trying to be big and brave, like what I’ve seen in the movies. It’s not for me. Least not yet. Knowledge is scary. I get points for trying though right?