For something. I’m always waiting for something. That should be exciting right? Except I feel like I get fixated on it and then it’s all I can think about. It’s like there’s a mental block. I literally just keep thinking about the same thing over and over. And then it comes and I feel better but it’s like I can’t even process it because suddenly it’s here and it’s only not been here for the last few days that I’ve been anticipating it. I can’t even see it because I’m looking too hard. I can’t even take it in.
I’m literally talking about getting paid. It sounded a lot more mysterious and ambiguous when I didn’t say what I was actually talking about.
The girl who just can't play it cool 